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jm_may1986
Today is Tuesday, May 19, 2009.

It seems like a long time when I last made love to my wife which was Friday, May 15, 2009, 4 nights ago.

Friday night was great! My wife and I got away for a while to a dinner dance and casino night fund raising for the school. We had a great dinner, a great time rolling on the craps table, and dancing. We got home late, and I gave her a sensual massage and made love instead of waiting Saturday night.

Saturday, May 16, 2009. We did our separate things. Wife and kids went to my grand-niece pool party. I watched Angels & Demons in the movie by myself, and bought a present for my Aunt's retirement party. I alone came to the retirement party because we did not have a baby sitter. I had a great time, eating, listening to music, and being with my cousins.

Sunday, May 17, 2009. Wife and D13 went to church and to a movie together for most of the day and afternoon while I stayed home with S9 and D3. I was upset that I had to take a later time to watch Star Trek with S9 on the 7 pm showing. We went, and there was a earthquake jolt--but it was fine, and the movie was great.

I wanted sex Sunday night, but I know my wife and I just recently agreed to a schedule of Wednesday morning, and Saturday night sex. Instead of having another conversation about it, I stayed up until 3 am playing games so that by the time I get to bed, I won't be thinking about wanting sex.

Monday, May 18, 2009. I woke up late for work, so I might as well drop off the kids to school. Traffic still sucks. And when I arrived home, I cooked dinner. I joined the wife on the couch while she was watching tv. I told her that I felt Friday seems like a long time, but her reaction was dismissive of my feeling, and my sexual needs.

Tueday, May 19, 2009. I don't have anymore overtime until July, and I work late on Tuesdays, so I drop off the kids to school again. While I'm at work, I am feeling anxious about tonight, or tomorrow morning's sex.

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